I’m an idiot
cabbages & kings
this week I have been overwhelmed by human evil. world catastrophes and abhorrent events closer to home, but all of them have made me incredibly uneasy with being a part of the same species. this is strange for me, I have not experienced this before. I’m hoping next week bring better news.
I’m also finding myself comparing this summer with last summer. it feels more or less the same, however I have a more enjoyable job, more money, a higher sense of purpose and better prospects for the end of the summer. but I still have just as much to be scared of. and scared I am. i’m terrified of ending up in a position like I found myself in september of last year. this time I know there’s no quitting. it’s so daunting. I can’t stop thinking about it. buuuut I need to be successful this time and remember how I’ve got myself out of situations like this before. I am capable.
I caught Dexter watching TV.
I NEED A sausage dog
Every single day new disasters happen and the world devastates me more and more. I wish I could stop global war, murder and destruction of innocent people. And I know it’s what makes history and shapes the world but it’s so painful to see and so horrible to imagine the suffering caused to so many people through the indifferent attitude towards the horrors of conflict and willingness to push it further and commit more atrocities for reasons that mean nothing. Human beings are astounding creatures, capable of creating so many things but destroying so much more
Spain now pls
you were the worst offender and i’m beating myself up for things I wouldn’t have done without your influence and it’s so horrible and I don’t even have a sense of whether i’m overreacting or not anymore
Kim Jong-un’s eldest half-brother, Kim Jong-nam, had been the favourite to succeed, but reportedly fell out of favour after 2001, when he was caught attempting to enter Japan on a fake passport to visit Tokyo Disneyland.